columns » undressing the internet so you don't have to

A stroke of insight



Posted on March 17, 2008
in , ,

Mentioned previously, neuroanatomist Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor spoke at TED on waking up one morning in the winter of 1996 after a blood vessel in her brain exploded. She chronicles the next four hours of her life from that point as she undergoes a massive stroke, slowly losing the ability to define the boundaries that separate one’s self from the infinite surroundings.

And in that moment my right arm went totally paralyzed by my side. Then I realized, “Oh my gosh! I’m having a stroke! I’m having a stroke!” And the next thing my brain says to me is, “Wow! This is so cool. This is so cool. How many brain scientists have the opportunity to study their own brain from the inside out?”

And then it crosses my mind: “But I’m a very busy woman. I don’t have time for a stroke!” So I’m like, “OK, I can’t stop the stroke from happening so I’ll do this for a week or two, and then I’ll get back to my routine, OK.”

So I gotta call help, I gotta call work.

Luckily, Dr. Taylor was able to get to a hospital, and survived the stroke. Awakening after the surgery, though, she was shocked to find herself still alive, and still feeling some of the effects of the blood loss.

Because I could not identify the position of my body in space, I felt enormous and expansive, like a genie just liberated from her bottle. And my spirit soared free like a great whale gliding through the sea of silent euphoria. Harmonic. I remember thinking there’s no way I would ever be able to squeeze the enormousness of myself back inside this tiny little body.

Read the transcript or watch the video above.




Leave a Reply



You can use these tags: <a href="" title=""> <abbr title=""> <acronym title=""> <b> <blockquote cite=""> <cite> <code> <del datetime=""> <em> <i> <q cite=""> <strike> <strong>


undressing the internet
Photoshop CS 4WES0ME
Why so serious?
You’ve Got Regret!
Proud to be a Parody
Lando Carter

music
Nana Grizol - Love It Love It
Gablé - 7 Guitars with a Cloud of Milk
Why? - Alopecia
Xiu Xiu - Women as Lovers
Rings - Black Habit

graphic novels
Astonishing X-Men #23
The Umbrella Academy #1
Rex Mundi #7
Doktor Sleepless #1 & #2
The Last Fantastic Four Story

concerts
Man Man, The Extraordinaires (3/22/08)
The Walkmen, White Rabbits, The Triggers (1/16/08)
Electric Six, We Are The Fury, The Resistors (11/07/07)
Jens Lekman (10/29/07)

interviews
Syme
Jamie Tanner
Texas is the Reason
Jason Anderson
Body Without Organs

movies
Tropic Thunder
Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull
The Ruins
There Will be Blood
No Country for Old Men

features
USA NUMBA 1
Best Musical Albums of 2007, Belated
Spotlight on Hong Kong Six